to do, or not to do ...

"You can do this. I can not think of anyone who would say no to a face like that." In reality, yes .. it has happened. Past tense .. & I hope it remains that way. & of course I got off track like I always seem to do with this "dream" I am chasing. "You're so pretty." I enjoy hearing those statements, yet it has no deepness to it. I'm pretty confused ... I can certainly say that. My main point is that I am confused. It is such a different feeling than I had expected. I enjoy being torn between two ideal situations .. that are so different. "ohhh dedi-cated, cated. Dedicated."

"I will never love another.."

I enjoyed the idea of becoming a Model, and not JUST a Model, yet a Model in the Modeling Business. I then noticed ... little by little, that I enjoyed the stories that were told from the emotions that unfolded. How the photographer could capture that moment, right then .. when it was okay to smoke a cigarette. See, I enjoy my words moreso then the IDEA of easy money .. in which .. is not easy at all. You are a pretty lady, but baby, ya can never make his lady's monayyy. xoJO