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I can barely see. I can feel these bodies around me. I haven't heard from Digg in a while and it is confusing me. I hope everything is alright. I'm not too much going to Blog, as much as I was anyways, because I don't know how to. Oh, I can barely see because I'm dead on near blind. Lol. I don't have my glasses on, nor do I have my contacts in. So, I cannot see. I am trying to understand the idea about Love. Selfishness and Selfless Love. My iPhone broke about three months back, random .. yes. But, the reason being for that statement is because a fellow named Jedding shed so much light in my life. I wish I had his number. I am not on these social sites too much due to the fact that I am isolating myself from the World. For many, good .. reasons. I have yet to detatch myself compeletly from my inner friends/family because that is absurd .. although, a week apart will do me some justice, as my great friend explained to me about another being's FB Status. Anyways, that young fellow told me about Selfless Love. He told me about alot of things that I remember till this day. I may think about him four days out of the week with what my membrane remembers. I have came to the conclusion that my life is a Blessing. I have met so many amazing people. It is soooo, so hard to keep in contact with every single one of you, but you are all amazing. If I heard you, I adore and have always adorn the time/conversations that were held with you. I want to be a Writer .. for many reasons. My mind keeps creating these new ideas though. They then crash with my Reality and what I really want to pursue. Anyways, tonight I wrote .. something Legit. I've been cracking down on poems and ideas and little pieces here and there , but tonight .. I wrote a page of something. It may not even be for my book. My Poetic Figure. I miss you. You are so far in my Mind. & to you Bob, I am confused with you. Obligations. Created the Past. You all enjoy your night/morning. I am rambling. :)